Friday, July 31, 2015

Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy...

Our bodies need three things to survive: Oxygen, Water and Food.  Most things in excess are not good for us, but for some reason giving ourselves doses of 100% oxygen makes our bodies create new pathways for blood vessels and allows our bodies to heal quicker. (We usually only breath around 23% oxygen)

The day we really decided to do this therapy, we also decided just as quick that we didn't have the money.  All the money from the first fundraiser was spent on getting Emmy a stroller, necesseties around the house like bars to hold on to while she sits on the toilet, a new car seat, etc.  But just as soon as we decided against it, the mom of a couple of teen girls who felt moved to do something to help Emmy, called me.  She announced that she was sorry it took so long to get us the money from the pool fundraisers, but her daughter and friend would be bringing over $1000.00 dollars!  I was so shocked that 2 girls managed to raise $1000 and almost was speechless.  Talk about God acting quickly!  So her first 9 dives were paid for, so we set up an appointment with the doctor who oversees the hyperbaric therapy (that was also $100).  He said she was fine to go into treatment, but I was still worried about that genetic test we had been waiting for for over 5 months to tell us if the encephalitis was from a mitochondrial disease, which is incurable (according to doctors).  BUT as soon as I walked out of his office, Emmy's neurologist called to tell us her DNA is perfect!!!  That was God again!  So after manna rained down from heaven and my fear was squashed by a single phone call, we knew that we just had to put Emmy into oxygen therapy.  

The first two treatments were rough.  The helmet has a rubber seal that touches her skin and she has this constant itch that just won't go away, so with the two factors put together it drove her NUTS.  So after tears and a lot of itching, we made it!  We met a wonderful Navy man who was trying to speed up the healing in his leg, which was almost lost due to a training parachute jump in Arizona. After much analyzing, I think he was a Seal, but I dare not ask!  I have come to find out many Seals use this therapy for TBI, PTSD, etc.. But once again, I dare not ask any particulars.  I do make it quite known about Emmy's reason for using the chamber.  I kept quiet for the first couple of days, but when someone asked how the chamber was helping her autism, I felt I MUST explain why she barely talks, laughs like a straw being pulled in and out of a McDonald's cup and can't walk.   

What we did notice after 5 treatments that Emmy was standing balanced much more.  I also started reading The Brain That Changes Itself which gave me more ammo into how I should be doing Emmy's PT at home (we quit PT and OT in June).  I read an absolutely inspirational story about a stroke victim regaining his entire right side just by his son starting him crawling and doing basic motions over and over.  So as I set Emmy up at the couch with a saucepan filled with marbles, I told her to just play with the marbles with her right hand. Well, the girl slid off the couch, put the saucepan on the coffee table and just stood working her right hand!  Her muscle tone is so strong that standing on her own never happens, because she is afraid she will fall over.  Her toes go into an instant point when she concentrates on doing anything.

The weekend was tough because we took her off melatonin after finding out giving anyone melatonin causes the pituitary gland to stop making your own natural melatonin.  We also started her ween off of prednisone Sunday.  She will take 5mg prednisone every other day for 14 days, then drop to 2.5mg every other day for 14 days.  We try not to be fearful, but the past just keeps us on our toes... But after Monday's oxygen therapy, Emmy slept so well on Monday night I thought all is well!  After Tuesdays therapy, I took the kids to the pool.  Emmy blew Ella and me away!  The girl was able to stay in a kneel position without falling over.  She walked a few steps leaning against the pool wall, crawled up the pool steps and even pulled herself out of the water.  Then, as I am in the 10 foot end watching Everett do a honest to goodness DIVE off of the diving board (with a cast, none-the-less), Emmy decides to let muscle memory kick in and pushes off the wall and goes into a swim posture!  Thank GOD I had her and pulled her back to the wall!  I am blown away at her determination.  She tried the entire 2 hours to go under water and hold her breath!  She succeeded quite often!

But then Tuesday, I have to note, she was pretty sleepy in the chamber and slept about 30 minutes.  Wednesday was even worse.  She slept in the chamber, slept part of the way home, then slept on the way to PT, then slept on the way home from PT.  Sleepiness SCARES us pretty badly, but she definitely hasn't lost any  muscle function.  BUT just to be safe, I googled side effects of weening off prednisone.  Thankfully every site said "extreme sleepiness".  I also told her neurologist, but he said she really shouldn't be having such side effects, so we will see how she does tomorrow.  Nothing goes normal with Emmy so we keep our antenna up all the time!!!

So all in all, we want to keep up with all 40 chamber visits.  Forty seems to be the magic number because that seems to be the most effective in creating new vessels.  Thankfully, family has also donated money to pay for more visits, so we have up to 25 paid for!!!  God is so good and I know that he will provide for the rest of her chamber visits.  We may start a GoFundMe page because we just got notified that the Trike we need for Emmy's rehab was denied by Tricare, but the charity we were referred to REQUIRES 2-3 DENIAL letters from other charities first.  REALLY?  You're a freaking charity!  That totally doesn't make sense.  So I emailed one charity I know of and hope they can help Emmy.  I also hope everything moves quickly because she needs to do exercises that works both sides of her body in a rhythm to rewire her brain.  Everything just seems to be so hard when it comes to this little girl of ours!!!  

I am trying to make it a priority to keep everyone in the loop with her progress and will try to dedicate Sundays to updates, but I never promise anything! I am out of the house from 9-1pm every day!  The house is nuts, Ella babysits more than she probably wants to and I have no time to even think about working my Young Living business, which keeps growing exponentially!  

PS  A social worker came to get Emmy signed up for Medicare or Medicaid (I can never remember which one), which will allow us funding to hire someone to come in and give me a break!  Oh, did I say there is a 2 YEAR wait list for that???  But in the mean time, I can sign up for another waiver which is through Social Services and can take up to 4 months to get funding to bring someone in and possibly let Randy and me go on a date!  That would be nice!!!  

PSS I want to thank the few people who call me and actually ask me how things are going! I love adult conversation! I also want to tell God thank you for working through my friend who just happened to send me flowers on the SAME day Everett broke his arm.  She literally said it was a God thing!  I want to think of it as God letting me know that just because Everett broke his arm does NOT mean he will turn out like Emmy and that He is still in control!  

PSSS Okay, one more note!  I was on an ADEM website and finally was given some words of HOPE!  I was telling someone the therapies we have done and how Emmy is still severely physically handicap.  This lady, out of nowhere, tells me not to lose hope  because her daughter, age 12, had ADEM with huge lesions on the brain stem and basal ganglia (like Emmy) and was told she would NEVER walk again, BUT she is now 20 and the fastest Cross Country runner on her college team!!! Oh, the goosebumps and joy I felt.  Sometimes I think that just from that one story of hope, my thinking changed and that is what made Emmy's muscles work better!  Seriously, who knows what is making her better because so many things are happening at once!  Prayer, large doses of Omega 3's, detoxing her body, increasing good fats, Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy, positive thinking and lots of good therapy at home!  

PSSSS Okay, so we finished 10 visits of HBOT and I took the kids to the pool again.  CAN I just say that this oxygen thing has to be working!  Emmy finally figured out how to hold her breath and was up to 7 seconds today!!  She wants to swim so bad, but now just has to figure out how to get her arms and legs to move the right way!!  It's coming, Thank the Lord!!!
 2 of the cutest kids in the world
 Hyperbaric mask...
 Smiles even with a broken arm

We attend a monthly monitor at PT and this is the bike we want for Emmy and she was able to push her body weight up!  She will be definitely coming back for PT after HBOT!!

Thursday, July 2, 2015

Letting Go of Fear!

Since April, Randy and I have really had some roughs days, and in some cases, weekends.  Emmy had her ups and downs, her right arm seems to be dancing all over the place and her right leg won't walk when on the walker.  She can move it, but it has a mind of its own. Even Ella was saying, "When is her next MRI?"  Well, that day finally came, and while I have no idea if anything showed improvement, all we know is that it looks like the disease itself is DEAD!  Her brain, according to her very objective doctor, was stable and no new lesions. No lesions have appeared since November, so we are hopeful all bad antibodies are gone!!    The doctor and I send texts back and forth regularly, but he wouldn't elaborate on the MRI (Neuros are not good at giving hope and lifting of the spirits).  So, sometime this month we will meet with good ol' Dr. Toor and figure out a schedule to wean little Ms. Em off of prednisone!

BUT, Ella pointed out something so very true today.  We wait for these stupid MRIs with fear and trembling (remember, we are to only fear the Lord) and then she gets her MRI and we are all relieved that there is nothing new.  And so the fear is gone and Emersyn EXPLODES with motivation!  

Like this morning, I looked at the video monitor around 8:30am and saw her missing from her bed (Pre-curser to story: She is going to kill me later on in life for telling this but I think it is AWESOME).  I ran into the room to find her sitting buck-naked drawing a picture of ME in her notebook.  I quickly calculated everything and saw that she peed on the floor.  So I asked her why she didn't yell for me or squeeze her Build-A-Bear's paw to make him bark for me.  She proceeds to tell me that I told her to not make him bark... which I did say, but I also added to only bark for emergencies.  



So I ask her what happened and she told me she couldn't get my attention, so she peed, but proceeded to UNDRESS herself (Praise God) and then didn't want to wake me so she thought she would draw!!!  Oh, be still my heart, I LOVE this girl so much.  So I asked her if she wanted to get dressed and she said she would rather bathe!  So I put her on the toilet and she slid off and actually crawled into the bathtub like any regular kid would!  I, of course, steadied her body, but she climbed right over and sat up in the bath the whole time without falling over!!!  I seriously think FEAR is holding her back and nothing else.  

So we are back to diving head first into FAITH and making plans to do things that we haven't done in over a year!  If all is well in July, we will take our first drive up North to Maryland to visit our cousins (and maybe stop to see some sweet friends in DC). We thought for sure Emmy would be walking and playing by now, but that hasn't happened.  She is still crying to walk like everyone else, which breaks my heart.  But I know her.  I know her determination.  She will figure out a way to walk again and run, just like before.  And before you know it, she will be doing cartwheels across our lawn!  God has a plan and it is up to us to trust him and put our complete FAITH in HIM!  

"I can do all things through Christ, Who strengthens me" Phil 4:13